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HI fellow friends, i didn't know whether who saw or didn't saw my blog here. . .i wish that if you guy saw my blog , please take notes. ok? i am not that greedy that hope got thousand of people see my blog. . another thing is my blog is no picture attachment so, it will be kinda boring if your are don't like to read ~

any thing. . . i hope that can share my personality and my experiences in my life. . .

shall we start?



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i trusted and i believed it. . .
people always say that don;t so easy to trust people, and last time if i hear this sentence i will like ignored it. because what i am thinking that friend the salient thing is on trust! so i do trusted a friend easily even though we meet not more even 3 days.
this is my personally experiences, i do not like to let people see my picture, in this blog cause this blog is for me to express my real world!



the month of September!
of 2010.
i lost my i-phone 3GS 3 (buy no even 1 day) .
October , 2010
i lost my Compaq laptop , buy( 3months) .

the story to how i get cheated i will post out soon~

i really don;t know use what words to describe to my self,

and today , i receive a seriously thing through my brother.!
he told me, are you selling your laptop, and acting in front of all family members, that you had cheated by some one!
when the time i hear this !
i feel dying and don't think that i can survive in this home again!
parent, brothers, friend, is not trusted in me?
what should i going to do. . in this year is really many thing happen on me. . .
i really can't take this kind of heavy feeling towards my self ...

i really need people to support me, luckily i already calm down my self, from those occurs..
while today receive this serious talk, it make me feels..
no next TIME!
don;t easily trust to strangers,

many people say i am do wrong, at this age .(19 year old this year) 2010.11.4
afternoon..proven me wrote this,


i admit i am young but the kinda same case happen to me , while i am still haven;t awake
need second time i only awake !
i trusted in karma,
i think is my ex- life pass i owl them ,
so this moment i let them cheated. . .
i trying to think positive way , but this is not to believe..it because i felt that this cannot make sense
why this occurs one by one come to me?
Answers! is lack of precaution and alert.!
i don't not have the instinct to other then it only happen to me!


today i really felt upset to listen that my parent suspicious me that the laptop that i lost is i sell it to for my own profit!
this had been shown , i do not have mistake any more!
time to growth
never done this kind of mistake! again~