i know, you don't know ; AM I GreaT!

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i very trust people around my surrounding i don't know why; they in front of me or behind of me doing what? and i don't know what they think; Am I too GREAT ?
Sigh!
my life again keep again let people lie!
this world is really reality one!
and i can tell that don't even trusted too much on your couple, or half couple, because they may lie you or don't sincere to you, if you keep so naive @.@
and innocent!
time to growth up men!
Tk you must promise your self, don't easy trust people again!
unless your family... i mean ...those family stay with you @.@ wake up ~


the world had no free lunch ! you know right why keep on wait people giving you the chance!
and why not you just go to find your own opportunity i can told you, that if you can really find a better part time jobs and regularly got once. i think you should can study to you degree!
Degree is hard?
i don't know. not even know what is my future...
after my friend told me many thing through his bf...
and what can make people see good on you all is depends on your hard work and the truth heart of learning thing. not even say that, you are too kind and stupid...
that only is a excuse! don't give your self excuse! and keep on looking your career in your future!
you is a guy here.man ! your future is important . .
don't put your self in entertainment, but at least you know what you want now.
and try to put your self turn to more good socialize to everyone! make them feel you are unique not normal person
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business communication is very boring class but you have to remember that course can help you in looking a good jobs ,and leave a standard image to others if you did well !
i trust that . no one can won't success` if the you had put effort inside, how much you put how much you gain!
some time need to be self fish?
this is my last time mind thinking..come on..now these you haven;t started work you already so avoid people to share your idea.. no way!
sharing is always caring , you treat me good i treat you good. circulation of human behavior is not change. unless the person is super dumb dumb self fish!


come on ..and even though you sharing thing . of course not every thing you let people see your deep inside which can make people bring harm to you
self protection! important..
what can tell , what can't tell your self is the most clarify..


anything want to tell , must think before do and tell!
ok ?


wake up boy! your first step is here right now
move it on..step infront and run!!!
chase after it...no regret

cuz we are teenage ...KATY PERRY
;; TEENAGE DREAMS;;

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i trusted and i believed it. . .
people always say that don;t so easy to trust people, and last time if i hear this sentence i will like ignored it. because what i am thinking that friend the salient thing is on trust! so i do trusted a friend easily even though we meet not more even 3 days.
this is my personally experiences, i do not like to let people see my picture, in this blog cause this blog is for me to express my real world!



the month of September!
of 2010.
i lost my i-phone 3GS 3 (buy no even 1 day) .
October , 2010
i lost my Compaq laptop , buy( 3months) .

the story to how i get cheated i will post out soon~

i really don;t know use what words to describe to my self,

and today , i receive a seriously thing through my brother.!
he told me, are you selling your laptop, and acting in front of all family members, that you had cheated by some one!
when the time i hear this !
i feel dying and don't think that i can survive in this home again!
parent, brothers, friend, is not trusted in me?
what should i going to do. . in this year is really many thing happen on me. . .
i really can't take this kind of heavy feeling towards my self ...

i really need people to support me, luckily i already calm down my self, from those occurs..
while today receive this serious talk, it make me feels..
no next TIME!
don;t easily trust to strangers,

many people say i am do wrong, at this age .(19 year old this year) 2010.11.4
afternoon..proven me wrote this,


i admit i am young but the kinda same case happen to me , while i am still haven;t awake
need second time i only awake !
i trusted in karma,
i think is my ex- life pass i owl them ,
so this moment i let them cheated. . .
i trying to think positive way , but this is not to believe..it because i felt that this cannot make sense
why this occurs one by one come to me?
Answers! is lack of precaution and alert.!
i don't not have the instinct to other then it only happen to me!


today i really felt upset to listen that my parent suspicious me that the laptop that i lost is i sell it to for my own profit!
this had been shown , i do not have mistake any more!
time to growth
never done this kind of mistake! again~