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I will do it better ! Right ?

Is right !


I will do it better albert Bert !
XD
See how inturn u on

Just aim for my future,more comfortable and nice

well
as for my pass tense i was a very bad and sluttish boy( in the PLU world ) which mean is gay world. . .
i realize people who was did wrong before then they have to turn it back to goods again . that not easy. . . ironically it has been something left in to your self ..
and it is a footage you have been left in

unfortunately / fortunately is just depends on your self . How to see through it. .

well. . . as a gay. boy.

i really don't have any thing to say so..
because i m not look so typical and i have a good boyfriend who called Albert Ang
i really appreciate him. because i had been told him a unforgivable lie to him.

but then finally he forgive me and we also been together after i told him the truth

well fine.
i been always mention i am not a normal person
and i don't even want to be a normal person

i really is a abnormal person now. . . . .

i infected a decease which is not cure in the world yet!

And i finally found my true loves in between this moment...
i not dare to judge he will go through with me to my last decade of life or not
i just want him to happy. .
i afraid i infected him this decease ..
i really regret i didn't tell him the truth that i having this kind of shameful stuff on my blood!
by the end , it really a fully surprise reacting while i been told the truth ...
i do suspicious why he want to do that , because many of them who know the truth all will just run away...
overall i found out he really loves me. . .
now these i really don't have the right to hold him together with me till very long long time ... but really really i enjoy this moment. been together with him
hope this loves story will bring up the hope to HIV 's patients. love your self and love to other don't transmitted the decease all around...
just have to know god is watching you ...you will have karma. .. ..




BASED ON MY TRUE HEARTS. .WHAT I M WROTE HERE ..100% FROM MY TRUE WORDS.IN DEEP OF MY HEART!



PLEASE PLEASE DON;T JUDGE PEOPLE WHO ARE INFECTED THE HIV'S OR AID'S DECEASE PEOPLE

i am sad.

i very sad.
this two year, basically i suppose to learn more thing and to make my self more mature..
i don't know why i very very unlucky this few year..
i don't want to mention what is the pass for the unlucky thing .
but now i got a terribly decease i frightening and worry worry.
my healthy is closed to red light.
luckily i found a friend that told me that my hand palm and leg palm already infected by a sex decease which is syphilis ...
i almost out of the mood.....
because i didn't expect i will got this decease...
after this i think i will stop to having fun with others.
seriously this is the most serious lesson happen in my life...
jon said that only small cases..
but i think he is just console me ...!
hahas..
sex partner...
i am a homosexual people, i will take this as a lesson..
stop thinking of sex .....
cure your decease 1st ok?
TK you already not small kids... cannot all the thing you let people treat and wait others give you solution..
you are not useless people..



ALWAYS REMEMBER TK IS DIFFERENCE FROM OTHERS
TK tk TK tk
what ever what had happening to you this 2 years.
don't blame..who don't blame your self..
as you said you will get back what you had lost.
and you will gain back double and more and more..


after decease cure...
think about more focus on your studies ..
friend mix back ..them
don't let all the people look down on your
my dear...
thanks to William Liow..
let me know many thing about p l u.
i really can't say much.. at first i already not sincere to him . at last i also not sincere to him .the way you treat me back .i will not blame any one there..
i will appreciate this friend forever..
and CK is the first people who let me know .couple of caring ...
i realized i not love him much . and i hurt you before i felt really sorry.
this is my truth heart words. ..
i hope all friend saw my blog .. you will not because i am plu or gay then you avoid me or evade me.
ok? ? ?
tk tk tk tk tk tk tk tk
tk tk don't make your self unhappy
life is always fully of barrier and challenging .
you must always be prepare fight to your self..
don't make your self..lazy .....
!!!!!!!!!!!!

19 year old
de tk time to growth up lor
~~~~~
2010/12/7
17.45 pm.......

i know, you don't know ; AM I GreaT!

-.-
i very trust people around my surrounding i don't know why; they in front of me or behind of me doing what? and i don't know what they think; Am I too GREAT ?
Sigh!
my life again keep again let people lie!
this world is really reality one!
and i can tell that don't even trusted too much on your couple, or half couple, because they may lie you or don't sincere to you, if you keep so naive @.@
and innocent!
time to growth up men!
Tk you must promise your self, don't easy trust people again!
unless your family... i mean ...those family stay with you @.@ wake up ~


the world had no free lunch ! you know right why keep on wait people giving you the chance!
and why not you just go to find your own opportunity i can told you, that if you can really find a better part time jobs and regularly got once. i think you should can study to you degree!
Degree is hard?
i don't know. not even know what is my future...
after my friend told me many thing through his bf...
and what can make people see good on you all is depends on your hard work and the truth heart of learning thing. not even say that, you are too kind and stupid...
that only is a excuse! don't give your self excuse! and keep on looking your career in your future!
you is a guy here.man ! your future is important . .
don't put your self in entertainment, but at least you know what you want now.
and try to put your self turn to more good socialize to everyone! make them feel you are unique not normal person
....
business communication is very boring class but you have to remember that course can help you in looking a good jobs ,and leave a standard image to others if you did well !
i trust that . no one can won't success` if the you had put effort inside, how much you put how much you gain!
some time need to be self fish?
this is my last time mind thinking..come on..now these you haven;t started work you already so avoid people to share your idea.. no way!
sharing is always caring , you treat me good i treat you good. circulation of human behavior is not change. unless the person is super dumb dumb self fish!


come on ..and even though you sharing thing . of course not every thing you let people see your deep inside which can make people bring harm to you
self protection! important..
what can tell , what can't tell your self is the most clarify..


anything want to tell , must think before do and tell!
ok ?


wake up boy! your first step is here right now
move it on..step infront and run!!!
chase after it...no regret

cuz we are teenage ...KATY PERRY
;; TEENAGE DREAMS;;

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HI fellow friends, i didn't know whether who saw or didn't saw my blog here. . .i wish that if you guy saw my blog , please take notes. ok? i am not that greedy that hope got thousand of people see my blog. . another thing is my blog is no picture attachment so, it will be kinda boring if your are don't like to read ~

any thing. . . i hope that can share my personality and my experiences in my life. . .

shall we start?



keep in touch , remark me if you view my blog. . .



i trusted and i believed it. . .
people always say that don;t so easy to trust people, and last time if i hear this sentence i will like ignored it. because what i am thinking that friend the salient thing is on trust! so i do trusted a friend easily even though we meet not more even 3 days.
this is my personally experiences, i do not like to let people see my picture, in this blog cause this blog is for me to express my real world!



the month of September!
of 2010.
i lost my i-phone 3GS 3 (buy no even 1 day) .
October , 2010
i lost my Compaq laptop , buy( 3months) .

the story to how i get cheated i will post out soon~

i really don;t know use what words to describe to my self,

and today , i receive a seriously thing through my brother.!
he told me, are you selling your laptop, and acting in front of all family members, that you had cheated by some one!
when the time i hear this !
i feel dying and don't think that i can survive in this home again!
parent, brothers, friend, is not trusted in me?
what should i going to do. . in this year is really many thing happen on me. . .
i really can't take this kind of heavy feeling towards my self ...

i really need people to support me, luckily i already calm down my self, from those occurs..
while today receive this serious talk, it make me feels..
no next TIME!
don;t easily trust to strangers,

many people say i am do wrong, at this age .(19 year old this year) 2010.11.4
afternoon..proven me wrote this,


i admit i am young but the kinda same case happen to me , while i am still haven;t awake
need second time i only awake !
i trusted in karma,
i think is my ex- life pass i owl them ,
so this moment i let them cheated. . .
i trying to think positive way , but this is not to believe..it because i felt that this cannot make sense
why this occurs one by one come to me?
Answers! is lack of precaution and alert.!
i don't not have the instinct to other then it only happen to me!


today i really felt upset to listen that my parent suspicious me that the laptop that i lost is i sell it to for my own profit!
this had been shown , i do not have mistake any more!
time to growth
never done this kind of mistake! again~